disclaimer
i'm here but i've given up on the diary thing.
i'm fine, really. nothing went wrong, i just gave up.
life is going okay. i am in love with a new boyfriend of almost 5 months and uni is...not bad. i'm thinking of taking a 'working holiday' in london either next year or the year after...and trying to stop myself from putting it off til it doesn't happen. i will move out of home as soon as someone will employ me, and i intend to pick up my guitar someday soon. i refuse to let it become 6 months that i haven't played.
i am still terrible with keeping in touch. for not signing guestbooks, for not emailing, for not *showing* i am thinking about everyone, i am sorry. i still read everyone once in a while and i wish that i was better at taking the initiative to show people i think they're special.
thanks everyone.
this has been jess.
